Monday, March 11, 2013

Women and Marriage in Ministry


THE ISSUE
Our God has redeemed all things.  It is done. Before the foundations of the world it was done, but he is still helping us understand and own that redemption.  The oppression of women within the church and the world is a part of redemption that must still be owned.  God is doing that in our day.  There is a glorious vision of men and women living and reigning together that God will give to us in the last days.  In different parts of the world, the oppression of women is quite clear whether it be a lack of voting rights, sexual exploitation, or unequal rights in the marketplace.  Most of our country and most of the church in this country own these issues.  However, there are issues of oppression in our churches that are directly from the heart of the enemy, but that we lack the eyes to see.  In fact, there are many circles in which this oppression is declared as a theological position.  The Lord will see this changed.  Women must be championed, empowered, and set free.
The gospel if it is nothing else is freedom, and yet the church is not a place of freedom for women.  Jesus declared as central to his ministry the bringing of liberty to the captives.  (See Luke 4)  Women are captive in the Body and Jesus is setting them free, for “if the Son sets you free, you are free indeed.” (John 8:36)  My heart with this issue is for men.  The problem rests with us.  The scheme has been the enemies, but we have all too often been the willing administrators of oppression.  These issues run deep in the traditions of the church, and they are imbedded deep within the world schema of most men.  I myself have held most, if not all, of the patterns and characteristics I feel called to call out and change in the hearts of men.  Our God has a heart for his bride, and a heart for his brides, and it is time for we men to own both his mind and heart when it comes to loving our women.  He is our standard, and when we recognize that as a culture of men, women will be set free.
The battle being waged here is not centrally one of women in ministry.  Ministerial positions are simply a subtopic.  Women are called to be teachers just as they are called to fulfill every office of the church, but there is no Title IX program in the Kingdom of God.  The fight is for hearts.  In fact, I believe the main problem is a lack of understanding of the grace of God.  A more full revelation in men of the grace we have received will inherently stir us up to lavish that same grace upon our brides.  God’s vision and intention is not for women to be over and above men, but to in reality be co-laborers with them.   Many of us have talked about women laboring with men and championed equality, but I have not seen a place where this issue is gone.  The Body of Christ has not received redemption in this area, so even if you think you are a champion for women I can guarantee there are new depths God wants to call you to.  The problem here is cultural and it runs much closer to the heart of our understanding of God than we know.  It is not a secondary topic, one that can be compromised on, or avoided all together.  The Body of Christ cannot be healthy until men and women are restored to unity.  Half of a body is not what Christ has asked to marry, nor will half a body effectively overwhelm the kingdom of darkness.  Men and women reigning together – that is God’s original vision and He has not changed His mind!
WHAT ABOUT PAUL?
I hate bickering about scripture, but there are many people in the church who know how to do little else.  I also understand that if there is resistance in anyone to what I have said so far, it is rooted in a particular reading of scripture.  I also understand that in order for any aspect of what I have to say to take hold, this wall must be broken down with the help of the Holy Spirit.  If you don’t like what I’ve said so far, these are the weapons you are preparing to wield: 1 Timothy 2:11-15, 1 Cor. 14:34-35, and 1 Cor. 11:3-16.  There are certainly other passages you could attempt to bludgeon me into submission with but these are the ones I would like to address.  I know this way of thinking because I’ve owned it, and thus I know the method for wielding it.  I subsequently believe I can effectively cripple it, or at least soften the sting.  Before we begin looking specifically at these texts, I will open the sparring.  Galatians 3:28 reads, “There is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”  The same Paul who writes this also writes the passages we will be discussing.  I would suggest to you before starting that the clubs listed above all come from Paul speaking about a particular issue in a specific church.  The weapon I carry is rather a central, heart-issue to our understanding of the gospel, and of our God!  Another way to think about it is that one speaks of a heavenly reality, while the others address earthly realities.  I am thus coming to this subject with the understanding that we are to pray and live in order to see God’s will done on earth as it is in heaven.
Here are the texts:
“Let a woman learn in silence with all submission.  And I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man, but to be in silence.  For Adam was formed first, then Eve.  And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived fell into transgression.  Nevertheless she will be saved in childbearing if they continue in faith, love, and holiness, with self-control.” – 1 Timothy 2:11-15
“Let your women keep silent in the churches, for they are not permitted to speak; but they are to be submissive, as the law also says.  And if they want to learn something, let them ask their own husbands at home; for it is shameful for women to speak in church.” 1 Cor. 14:34-35
“But I want you to know that the head of every man is Christ, the head of woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.  Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, dishonors his head.  But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head, for that is one and the same as if her head were shaved.  For if a woman is not covered, let her also be shorn.  But if it is shameful for a woman to be shorn or shaved, let her be covered.  For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but woman is the glory of man.  For man is not from woman, but woman from man.  Nor was man created for the woman, but woman for the man.  For this reason the woman ought to have a symbol of authority on her head, because of the angels.  Nevertheless, neither is man independent of woman, nor woman independent of man, in the Lord.  For as woman came from man, even so man also comes through woman; but all things are from God.  Judge among yourselves.  Is it proper for a woman to pray to God with her head uncovered?  Does not even nature itself teach you that if a man has long hair, it is a dishonor to him?  But if a woman has long hair, it is a glory to her; for her hair is given to her for a covering.  But if anyone seems to be contentious, we have no such custom, nor do the churches of God.”  1 Cor. 11:3-16
Let us take the first two texts together.  I want to suggest that most of us who would use these texts to argue for keeping women out of ministry or something of the like really don’t agree with the majority of what is being said.  It is more the spirit behind these texts that is used to make a case.  Look at the Timothy text.  I believe most people would only want to take one phrase from this selection, “I do not permit a woman to teach or to be in authority over a man.”  The problem you will run into at this point is that if you want to take this and make it a conclusive statement about women’s position in the church than I am going to make you take the whole thing.  Thus, if you want to say women can’t teach than I want you to know that Paul in the same breath, the same sentence even, also commands them to be silent and tells us that women are saved through childbirth and that only if their kids turn out well.  In other words, if you want to use this text, I want to tell you that if I come to your church I’d better not hear any women talking, and in fact, I’d better hear you preaching two different messages.  You can preach to the men that their salvation was purchased by the cross of Christ, and then tell women that they are in danger of going to hell if they don’t have kids and raise them well.  The reason I include the Corinthians 14 text with this one is simply that I believe if you read it there may be nothing within it (besides perhaps a reference to submission) that you can literally take as a direction without banning women from ever uttering a noise in church.  A further problem with this thinking is that in many churches where women are still restricted there is also a huge push to go, “outside the walls.”  The American church is beginning to own the understanding that the church is not a building but people, everywhere that they go.  Thus, these churches should literally be telling their women that they must be mute the rest of their lives, because they are always in the church, but are not permitted to speak in the church!   You can see the predicament here!
Now with regards to the chapter 11 text I could use a similar approach and ask why Christian women everywhere aren’t running around with shawls over their head (I do realize that in some places they are).  However, I would like to dig a little deeper into this text.  The popular part of this passage is, “the head of every man is Christ, the head of woman is man, and the head of Christ is God.”  Though I don’t necessarily believe this is true as most people understand it, I would like to run with the assumption that it is completely accurate.  When we do this we see that God is head of Jesus as Jesus is head of men as men are head of women.  Philippians 2:9 tells us that God as the head of Jesus, “has exalted Him and given Him the name which is above every name.”  (See also Ephesians 1:20)  Ephesians 2:6 then tells us that Jesus as the head of men (in reality this is true of men and women), “raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus.”  I think it is clear here to see the pattern of headship in God’s understanding.  Headship is about lifting up that which you are head over.  Paul even writes similar things in this very passage saying, “woman is the glory of man.”  Since when does it make sense to minimize and downplay the significance and role of that which is your glory?
We could continue deconstructing things, but the point to be made here is that we must be careful to understand our presuppositions with regard to scripture.  They are very often illogical and even ludicrous.  The Bible is a tool with which God has designed to reveal to us His heart, but once we understand his heart it is to be read through the lens of that heart.  Thus any interpretation of scripture that takes away the freedom of one of God’s children is sure to be incorrect, and can be discarded.  The Bible whether we want to admit it or not has a context, it is a document wrapped up in time, even if it has eternal significance and authority.  Our God on the other hand is unchanging, eternal, and the Living Word that must be the final authority in all we think and do.  It is more important to ask the Father what he thinks than it is to try and figure out what Paul did.

IN THE BEGINNING
Jesus has redeemed us from a fall, which means the place from which we fell was a good one.  “In the beginning,” things were very good.  Thus, “in the beginning” is a perfect place to start in determining our destination.  “In the beginning,” God created man and it was not good for man to be alone. (Genesis 2:18) Man had no suitable “helper,” which is a word that is used most often in reference to God.  Man did not need an assistant, God could have used dogs for that.  Man needed a partner, a best friend, a soulmate, a lover.  It was then that God put man to sleep, removed his rib, and made woman out of it.  Woman, the one who could fulfill the role of walking side by side with Adam, was made from his side.  Then, and only then, did God bless them saying, “Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the earth.”  Dominion was given by God to men and women together.  Man did not just receive it, nor did they receive it separately, in different roles, or different increments.  Power from God is given to unified man and woman.  They were both naked and not ashamed because they were one flesh! (See Genesis 2:24-25)

THE RAMIFICATIONS OF CURSES
Unfortunately this beautiful unified Eden was destroyed by Satan’s deception of Eve and Adam’s subsequent disobedience.  I would point out here that when God spoke of not eating the fruit of the tree of knowledge only Adam was around.  Eve knows about this rule, but only from her husband, thus Eve’s deception was to heed the voice of Satan over that of her husband but Adam’s disobedience was to heed the voice of Eve over the voice of God. (See Genesis 3:17)  I am not saying here that men are eternally more guilty than women, but that this account in Genesis and Paul’s attestation of the gospel both indicate that sin came into the world through Adam. (See Romans 5:12)  Either way, humanity fell, and there were consequences of that fall; that is natural consequences which affected the relationship between man and woman.  After they eat, they are suddenly ashamed to be naked around each other.  Satan has wedged a bar of separation between Adam and Eve.  The fall destroys relationship, relationship with God and with people, but God has redeemed the fall.  Relationship has been restored, now me must walk in restored relationships.  I believe we see the beginning of the seeds of oppression of women in Genesis 3:12.  Adam says, “The woman whom You gave to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I ate.”  At that moment man first violated covenant with his wife.  Adam stepped out from a position of love and unity with his wife, distanced her from himself, and attempted to place the guilt and shame he felt in himself on top of his wife.  We men have been doing this on a mass scale ever since!
These are the ramifications of the fall that we see happen just from the course of eating the fruit, but there are also curses issued by God.  Woman’s curse places her in the sole role of mother and wife, a motherhood that is painful and a marriage that makes her a second-class citizen. (See Genesis 3:16)  Man on the other hand is cursed to produce and gather food that will resist him in being gathered. (See genesis 3:17-19) Here in these curses we see the first hint of a separation of duties between men and women.  Here for the first time we see the format for men in the marketplace and women at home.  Here for the first time we see a painful, divided existence for both man and woman.  It is the curse that brings men and women different roles, and the curse that puts man over woman.  Praise be to God we have been redeemed from the curse! (See Galatians 3:13)  The church has for too long claimed Jesus’ defeat of other curses that were over humanity while neglecting these ones.  While we have championed men being over women and having separate functions in life, God has been saying that He died so as to set us free from this curse.  We are free to return to the unified co-reigning world of Eden.  Revelation 22:3 shows us the beautiful picture of the place where, “ . . . there shall be no more curse, but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it . . .”  What does this practically mean for us?  As I see it, it means that men are not to rule over their wives, we are not in a position above them in any regard.  Secondly, it means that we can no longer cop out of this issue by saying that women are called to be good moms and men are called to minister in the church.  It is not true, and such concepts have destroyed both the family and the church.  We are free to be unified!
There is another curse that we sometimes forget about, and one that I do not believe has been broken.  It is the curse over satan and it reads, “I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise His heel.” (Genesis 3:15)  The main curse over satan is women!  Many times we read this text as kind of a neutral description of spiritual warfare as mankind battles satan.  It is not neutral, and it never was a curse for men or women, it was the curse for satan.  I believe that with this declaration God gave spiritual authority specifically to women to destroy the works of the devil.  Remember that Eve was deceived.  In my experience with deception, there is little that makes a person so angry as being tricked.  I believe there is a seed of righteous wrath within women that makes them an enemy to our enemy that men will never be.  It is thus that I believe satan has so intentionally attacked and oppressed them.  I mentioned before a plan of the enemy that men have been the pawns to carry out.  This is it, and it most certainly is a strategic plan.  Satan is a lot of things, but dumb is not one of them.  Women are the ones destined to destroy him, the ones declared to be his chief enemy, and thus he has done everything in his power to keep them from walking in their rightful authority over him.  It is time for this curse to be fulfilled as women are released into the fullness of their destiny!

MEN – COVENANT LEADERS
I want to make a distinction here with regard to the roles of men and women.  I am not saying that men and women are completely identical; I am saying that many of the ways we have thought about those roles are serving to disempower women.  The common understanding of marriage in the church is that women are to submit and men are to lead.  I would not completely disagree with this, but I would certainly argue that we do not understand at all what this means, and that some of our language should be set aside.  Women are indeed told to submit to their husbands in Ephesians 5:22 and elsewhere.  However, it must be noted that immediately before Paul tells women to submit to their husbands, he tells all believers to submit to each other (see Eph. 5:21).  “All believers” would tend to include husbands submitting to wives.  Now is there truth to women submission?  I think so, but our understanding of this has been far too simplistic and very often inaccurate.  Very often submission of the wife has led to foolish ideas of God’s desire to direct a family through the husband, as in, where the man wants to go everybody goes.  It has led people to talk about things like “master, mission, mate,” an idea that says that for men the mission should be more important than their mate, but for women the opposite should be true.  This is completely untrue and unbiblical.  This is not what it means for a woman to submit!  How do I know?  Because it is not what it looks like for a man to love as Christ.
There was a standard set for men in Genesis 2:24, way back, “In the beginning,” (which if you remember is a good place to go for answers), that has been forgotten and abandoned by Christian men.  The standard reads, “Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to this wife, and they shall become one flesh.”  This verse tells us how the union of man and woman is supposed to happen.  Fundamentally it says, a man is supposed to leave his former life to be joined to his wife.  That is the divine precedent for the marriage covenant but for all of human history the opposite has been practiced.  Women have been expected to leave all to join their husbands.  In different times and places that has meant leaving their families, but at present in the church it means leaving their dreams and desires.  Women are told that submission looks like putting their dreams and vision under that of their husband.  I am telling you that the Bible says the opposite!  Men are to put aside that which they have known, including their dreams and vision,  when they come into union with their wives. 
Thus, I want to say that men are indeed leaders in the marriage relationship.  Men are to lead the way in covenant!   A covenant is an agreement I make with someone wherein their behavior does not effect my commitment to the agreement.  God is the originator of covenant, and never once does a covenant between God and humanity happen without God establishing it.  The one time David tried to do it with his temple idea God actually got kind of offended, and turned the tables on David! (See 2 Samuel 7)  When we start thinking about covenant we start getting close to God’s heart for men and husbands.
I only love God because He loved me; I only honor Him because He has shown me honor; I am only able to submit myself to Him because He submitted Himself under my destiny of destruction on the cross.  It is with this understanding that we must understand the leadership of men.  Paul writes, “Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her.” (Ephesians 5:25)  The question for all men: have I given myself, have I left myself behind?   If you have spent any time obeying the culture of the church, the answer is no!  All over the church, women’s dreams are being undervalued; God-given destinies are being minimized in the name of submission.  Men who are supposed to give themselves so as to lift up their wives have put their agendas ahead of their wives in the name of leadership!  Let us remember Jesus who was, “in the form of God,” with God from before the beginning of time, with angels ministering to him continually, and he left it behind to “come in the likeness of men.” (See Philippians 2:5-7)  Jesus gave up heaven for his bride, and husbands in the church can’t seem to find it in them to give up their ministry plan!  We do not have the heart of Christ as Groom.  The heart of Christ as Groom endured the cross for the joy set before Him, which was His bride (Hebrews 12:2).  Men must catch the vision of the joy set before them.  This joy is the fullness of unity with their brides, the fullness of co-reigning men with women, the fullness of Eden.   Men looking for wives in the church often ask questions that look like, “What woman would be most effective in helping me with my ministry?”  Instead we ought to be on the watch for the woman for whom we can gladly set aside our life, our dreams, and our passions so as to fuel hers!
Perfect love casts out fear, and perfect love is covenantal in nature.  Covenant casts out fear and breeds freedom.  When God makes a covenant with mankind, men are set free to be who they were all along.  Jesus came to testify to the truth!  In other words, he came to tell us what was already a reality; he came to show us the glory of who we were.  This is the responsibility of men of God!  By leading the way in covenant we are called to cast out fear and breed freedom in all of our relationships, primarily with our wives.  The beautiful truth of covenant though is that it is not about having a pity party or being the martyr.  Just as much as we don’t need men leading their wives from above neither do we need them leading from below.  God’s heart is not for the current situation to switch, but for women to be released into their destinies as “co-reigners” with their husbands.

SHARING AUTHORITY
The reality of the world presently is that men own the authority.   God gave them that authority in a curse, and though it has been broken, men have still not learned how to give it away.  However, authority and power most definitely lies with men in our present world.  This means that in order for women to walk in authority with men, it must be given to them by men.  Much of what has happened in churches who have a heart to empower women is to state an openness to women in ministry, but not to give them the actual authority to be successful.  Thus, we end up with women who either just get stuck in rote responsibilities, or women who force themselves into positions of leadership only to fail.  The giving of responsibility without authority only sets women up for a collision with an institutional ceiling.  Women are either forced to accept a compromised position or force their way into places of influence by becoming something they are not. This issue reaches further than just women and is rooted in a twisted understanding of leadership. We must change the culture of contention for authority in the church.  Authority is meant to be given away.  God is looking for men, and men as leaders, who will pray this prayer: “God, I want to give my authority away, and if you give me more, I will give that away too!”  Only a culture of empowerment will see women set free to succeed and to offer what God has given them to the betterment of the Kingdom.
I can say all of this, and it sounds very nice, but there are practical barriers that give us negative experiences that can often skew our heart on this issue.  For example, I used to believe that women shouldn’t teach because every woman teacher I had ever heard was horrible.  Praise God, I have now seen and heard women at their best, but I had used those experiences to confirm my presupposition that women weren’t supposed to be in those positions.  Another thing that often gets used to resist the empowerment of women is that many women don’t want authority or certain positions within the church.  I have heard countless men say that they would empower women if women weren’t scared of it.  My response to this is, “Of course they are scared of it!”  Much of what they have ever seen of women stepping into leadership is pain and shame, and we expect them to want to step into it. 
I want to take some time to paint a picture of what life in the church has been for many women.  Imagine for a moment a football team.  The coach comes to his team at the beginning of the season and declares his great optimism with regard to the season.  He praises those he sees as star players and expresses his belief that the team has the best starting line-up in the league.  He then makes some side comments with regards to the bench players. He tells them that they are still vitally important to the success of the team, but that they shouldn’t expect any playing time.  The season continues and his prediction of no playing time for the bench holds true.  The stars continue to get more and more attention.  They are first in line for help from the trainers, first in line for all of the equipping drills, and first in line for one-on-one time with the coach.  Meanwhile, the bench can get all of these benefits if and only if there are time and resources left over after the others get through with them.  Imagine now that you are one of these bench players, under-appreciated, under-equipped and armed only with powerless, empty praise and you are called on to go in and win a game.  How likely are you to succeed in that position, how excited are you to go in that game?!  Now, I know there are some rare gems who would be able to be the underdog, seize the moment, and defy all odds, but they are the exception. We do have a handful of women who have successfully navigated the mine-field of church leadership and entered positions of true authority.  However, most of our wives and daughters are not those women.  Women are meant to reign with men and if they are unable to do that, regardless of the situation, it is men’s responsibility to make that a possibility.
I’ve said it, but I will say it again, authority was meant to be given away.  Peter was given authority as the “Rock”of the church, and was then commissioned by Jesus to feed that authority to His sheep. (See Matthew 16:18 and John 21:15-19)  If you have authority your assumption should be that you are called to give it away.  Like many things in the kingdom the more we give authority the more we get.  It is for this reason that empowering women doesn’t look like reversing roles, if men give authority they won’t lose it, they will only get more.   In fact, I believe that the reality of the world right now is that women have more honor and authority in heaven than do men, even if that is not true on earth.  1 Peter 3:7 commands men to honor their wives, “that your prayers may not be hindered.”  In other words God is saying, if you don’t give your authority to your wife you forfeit your authority with Me.  I have always wondered why so many more women consider themselves to be intercessors than do men.  The reason for this I believe is that God has had to raise up the women in His church to pray because He won’t listen to the prayers of His men. This is a very scary and humbling reality for us men.  I don’t care what position you have in ministry, if you aren’t fully honoring your wife it may very well be in response to your wife’s prayers that God is pouring blessing onto you andyou’re your own.  When I was in prayer over this and received this revelation it broke my heart for the present church, and gave me great hope for the church once the prayers of men are no longer being hindered.  It is interesting to see that because of its nature as “behind-the-scenes,” intercession has been one area where women have been left to flourish.  It is time that men learned to honor women by sharing authority with them.  It is for a shared dominion that we were created.
I want to take some time here to honor the faithfulness of women!  As a group of people through history women have been far more successful in walking faithfully with God than have men.  They have been told by authority figures that to submit to their husbands means to relinquish their dreams.  They have been told by authority figures that they aren’t supposed to have authority.  They have been told that their ministry should be in the house and their husband’s out in the world.  They have been told all this and have said, “Whatever is pleasing to God!”  Oh the humble heart of women, the heart that knows not what it is to be tainted by striving.  Unfortunately, due to men’s inability to give authority and the forced nature of the feminine movement, many women are beginning to learn what it looks like to strive and compete for everything.  The kingdom is not a place of self-preservation though, and women have as a group shown that better than anyone!  Women have submitted themselves to the authority of men, and it is time they get what’s coming to them.  God says to us, “Humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time.” (1 Peter 5:6)  He says, “Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he will lift you up!”  (James 4:10.)  Humility in the Kingdom of God is supposed to be followed by exaltation.  Such has not been the case with regards to women submitting to men.  The verse that God used to change my life and shift completely my paradigms for understanding women was John 14:12 in which Jesus tells his disciples that they will do greater things than Him.  I have claimed that verse as a mantra for my life, that Jesus has loved me, empowered, and released me to do greater things than Him.  However, until one day while walking through the mountains of Montana I had never thought to do that for my bride.  My conversation with the Lord that day looked something like this:
Jesus: Andrew, I have empowered you, as my bride, to do greater things than I did on earth, right? 
Me:  Yes  
Jesus: Have you been doing that with your bride? 
My world was turned upside down.  Men, our women have been more faithful to us than we have been to Christ, and it is time for us to share authority with them, ask them to forgive us, and lead the way into united covenant living for the Kingdom of God. 

VISION FOR MARRIAGE MINISTRY
As I’ve caught God’s heart for these things there have needed to be some very practical, very real actions taken on my part to free my wife.  Everyone’s story is different, but I believe that most husbands in the church have a wife who has been wounded in the area of dreams.  My wife, for example, wanted throughout high school and into college when we met, to go to South America as a missionary.  Even as we met, dated, and got married that desire was very much still an integral part of her.  Unfortunately though, it was not a desire that I shared, and it was assumed by the culture of the church when we got married that my dreams were God’s dreams for us.  She thus attempted to relinquish her dream of missions and we began trying to live and dream together.  However, there has until recently been some sense of disunity with regards to where that would take us.  It has definitely felt like I’ve been dictating big decisions and that is because, despite my best efforts to be united, I was.  My wife was so wounded by unfulfilled dreams that she struggled to be free enough to dream again.  The pain of losing dreams was something akin to watching a part of her die, and the effect was crippling.  Her past experience told her that her dreams were less important than mine.  Thus, even when I encouraged her to dream the nagging fear always existed that if our dreams failed to match hers would take a backseat once again.
One of those big decisions we just made was to move to Minneapolis in order to start ministry.  In this move, she most definitely expressed that it was her desire to move and be here.  Though in hindsight, things didn’t feel right, I simply decided to take her word for it.  That is, until one day recently when my wife and I were driving and talking in the car about empowering women.  As we talked, I was very strongly moved by the Holy Spirit to tell her that all she needed to do was say “go” and we would move to South America to do missions.  After wrestling with the Lord on this for about two silent minutes in my head, I realized that I could offer this to her and mean it.  I wanted to empower her dream in that way.  Upon doing this, some interesting things happened. This pronouncement was somewhat stunning to her.  Not surprisingly such a position of power with regards to our future was even intimidating for her.  However as the two of us sought the Lord over the next couple of days God worked on my heart a real passion and interest in South America and worked in hers the revelation of her lack of closure with regards to this dream.  There was regret she had lived with and couldn’t release even with a husband, beautiful baby boy, and much blessing from God where we were.  On top of this, she carried shame in even thinking about her regrets.  Until she was freed by my words to discover her heart with regards to this dream she was unable to move on, let alone to dream again.  God revealed to her that although South America was still a desire for her, it wasn’t any longer her dream to go there now or to live there for an extended time.  This freedom between her and the Lord in regards to mission and dreams has now allowed her to own more fully what is becoming our dream for Minneapolis in a way that submission to me as husband never could.  So, just as I was feeling ready to pack my bags and get out of the snow, God brought us into a position of newly passionate unity in our ministry and life here in Minnesota.  Now I, for maybe the first time, have a free “helper” in what God has called us to do and what fun it promises to be.  This is the kind of vulnerability it will take for men to lead the way in covenant and to share their authority.  We must help pull the dreams out of the women in our lives because all too often they have been concealed by wounds.  Some times calling out their dreams may mean being willing to lay ours down.
When husbands begin to lay down their lives and leave their pasts behind for their wives they will begin to see for the first time the fullness of “one flesh.”  God has placed beautiful, dreaming hearts in men and women and He desires to see all people fulfilled in their dreams.  Thus, there is a divine and mystical exchange that is designed to happen in marriage called, “one flesh.”  This is not only a sexual reference, or a reference to the intimate ways in which you grow to know a spouse, but actually the miraculous truth that two messy, complicated people are knit together as one.  Not only that, but this one will always be greater than the two.  Involved in this exchange are dreams, vision, and hopes for the future.  When two people are willing to authentically submit their everything to each other the result will always be an increase.  The dreams my wife and I are currently developing and walking out for our future are greater than anything we would have dreamed apart.  I had to lay down my dreams, as did she, but in the end we are both finding our hearts coming alive with new and incredible vision that we now have a committed partner to share in.  Any area of our marriages where half of what should be the “one flesh” is dictating the direction and substance of what defines the couple there is a problem.  God is not into the business of natural contracts where there is compromise, but supernatural covenants where we receive all and then some.
I know Paul said he would prefer people to be single, but he didn’t take that up with God first.  God doesn’t mind people being single, and he in fact, as Paul accurately says, gives people a gift for singleness on occasion.(See 1 Cor. 7)   However, unless you are given a special gift God’s design is for you to be married.  That means that God desires for most of the men in the world to be married to women and vice-versa.  This is a revelation the church as a whole owns pretty well, but the revelation they don’t own is that married people are not designed to do ministry without their spouse.  When we are married, the two become one flesh.  In fact, we men are missing a part of us that was taken out to make our wives.  Without each other we are not whole people.  Thus, any strategy or structure for church leadership that showcases half a person as a leader cannot be completely effective. The church will not step into the fullness purchased by Christ until women are properly honored.  The same verse that warns men that their prayers will not be answered if they do not honor their wives refers to women as heirs with their husbands of the grace of life.  As I was reading that a while back God told me that he wouldn’t give me my inheritance apart from my wife.  We will not be given the grace needed to step into our destinies as long as the team that was meant to be one is divided in two.  It is a symptom of the illness of the church that the leaders we can name, whether men or women, seldom are associated with their same leading spouse.  I am encouraged though to see that many big names in the world of worship are married couples making music together.  I believe this is a prophetic promise from God of what is to come in every facet and arena of the church.
Men Coming Alive in the Home
When I say every facet I must include the home.  Something I need to make clear is that despite my emphasis of men’s need to give authority to women in the church, the opposite is also true.  As documented in Genesis 3, in the same way that women were cursed to have men rule over them, they were also given authority and dominion over the house and children.  The separation which came as a result of the fall led not only to men gaining power and authority in the world, but also women gaining those same things within the household.  This too is an authority that needs to be shared in equity!  Just as much as women are being under-empowered in the workings of the church, men are still being under-empowered in the workings of the family.  I constantly find myself talking to men in and out of the church who are very passionate about being good fathers, very sincere in their efforts to be husbands, but feel ill-equipped and insecure in their abilities to do so.  There are many fathers in our churches that have it as a theological position that the thing they are to offer is financial security for their families.  Just as women have been talked to like bench players in church authority, many men are just trying to eek out a passing grade as a father and husband.  It is even more acceptable for women to joke and make fun of men’s inability as fathers and caretakers in the home than it is for men to make jokes of the same nature with regards to women’s roles outside the home.  I myself, who am a man that would think himself very equipped to cook, clean, raise kids, and love my wife, (I actually taught my wife how to cook) have realized my own lack of authority in the home.  When it comes to caring for our infant son the two of us are very close to equals.  I do all the same things she does besides breastfeeding, but I have noticed a tendency in myself to ask for a form of permission and approval as to what needs to be done.  For example, before changing his clothes or diaper, putting him to bed, or down for a nap I have caught myself asking her what to do or whether she thinks I should do something, even when I know exactly what I want to do and what needs to be done.  This has been a subtle tendency in me, and something I have for the most part overlooked but the Lord has revealed to me the roots of insecurity and lack of authority which lay under such behavior.  Women too must catch a vision for lending authority to their husbands.  When this happens not only will the church step into greater fullness, but broken families will be healed, and trends of divorce, missing fathers, and workaholic dads will be halted.
Family Ministry
I will thus end with a glimpse into an even bigger aspect of God’s vision for the church.  For as much as I must champion marriage ministry, I do so because God’s heart is in the end for “family ministry.”  I mentioned the lie earlier of men needing to be most concerned about mission and outward church things, while women need to be focused on mate and inward family things.  I will say here that women, like Mary, have chosen the better part.  God’s vision for life is nowhere Master, Mission, Mate.  Contrary, it is always Master, Mate, Mission for every person, every where.  God’s command to mankind was first to be fruitful and multiply, followed by instruction to have dominion over the world.  Men and women together are to be in covenant first with God, second with family, and lastly with outward community.  We must honor outside relationships and God is calling his children to realize what honor and faithfulness mean in regard to community, but we must first honor our families.  Honor flows from heaven and it is meant to have a trickle down within families from generation to generation.  There is a reason the first church was comprised of many homes, and I believe God is restoring homes as churches.  Men have been given the honor of leading the way in covenant in their homes and as that happens entire families will be equipped and set free as Kingdom carrying men and women reigning and co-reigning with each other and God.  

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